Pain and Bullshit

I have severe back problems and suffer through more pain than anyone ever should.  I'm usually alright, but recently I ran out of my pain meds as well as muscle relaxers and anti-inflamitoris and my doctor is being a difficult woman to catch up with for refills. So if I'm not my usual chipper self when you hear from me, then you know why.  Now on to the bullshit.  I got 2 really negative comments on one of my videos yesterday.  The bullshit part is that it was a fake account of the 5AG.  I know that none of them would ever speak to me that way this bastard did, but it really hurt my feelings.  I realize that when you put yourself on YouTube, you run the risk of negative comments, but damn.  It's one thing to attack my beliefs or criticize my selection of cinema or videos, but to attack me personally and say that no one on YouTube likes me and that I should just get the fuck gone....that was beyond BULLSHIT.  I'm one of the nicest people you could meet, or so I'm told by most of the people who's videos I comment on.  How could anyone be so cruel to someone that never has a bad word for anyone...unless they are homophobes and then they deserve anything I say to them.  Sorry if I rambled on too long...like it says these are the "Ramblings of a Fruit Fly".