Monday, December 26, 2011
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Friday, December 16, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Friday, December 9, 2011
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Damn This Shit Has To Stop!
I am so utterly pissed off right now, it ain't even funny. Michael Raven, a 12 year old member of the LGBT community, took his life because of bullying. When is it enough? When do we say that enough lives have been lost? Kids, that have their entire lives ahead of them, are taking permanent action to a temporary problem. Someone needs to stand up and say that fucking bullying will not be permitted and that we won't fucking take it anymore. I'm so not understanding why people have to be so fucking cruel. It's time all of us stood up and with one loud ass voice tell the world, WE AREN'T FUCKING GONNA TAKE IT ANYMORE! What if it was your kid, your son, nephew, brother, cousin? Would you just stand there and do nothing, or get the fuck involved? People need to go to schools and social settings and tell these kids that there are people here for them. Tell them that they are loved and understood and that they need to stay around and hold on. There also needs to be someone to take these bullies aside and tell them that their behavior is not acceptable and that there are consequences for their actions. That cause and effect is real. They must not realize that you can make people feel so bad about themselves, that they feel there is nothing left in this life for them and that's when they end it. Everyone that reads this needs to start standing up before there is no one left for us to stand up for. There again, the ramblings of one fruit fly.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
I'm so fucking bored. I'm caught up on all my subscriptions on YouTube and looking out for my kiddos. Oops, forgot to tell you. One of the gay kids I subscribe to call me the Mother of YouTube. I guess that's kinda true. I think of all the young gay kids that I follow as my kids. I don't want anyone talking hateful or derogatory to them. They are all amazing and deserve to be loved for who they are, not who people want them to be. Like I've said before, this is just the ramblings of a fruitfly that loves her gay boys. Don't like it, don't read. Hugs...stay sweet <3
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Friday, April 1, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Pain and Bullshit
I have severe back problems and suffer through more pain than anyone ever should. I'm usually alright, but recently I ran out of my pain meds as well as muscle relaxers and anti-inflamitoris and my doctor is being a difficult woman to catch up with for refills. So if I'm not my usual chipper self when you hear from me, then you know why. Now on to the bullshit. I got 2 really negative comments on one of my videos yesterday. The bullshit part is that it was a fake account of the 5AG. I know that none of them would ever speak to me that way this bastard did, but it really hurt my feelings. I realize that when you put yourself on YouTube, you run the risk of negative comments, but damn. It's one thing to attack my beliefs or criticize my selection of cinema or videos, but to attack me personally and say that no one on YouTube likes me and that I should just get the fuck gone....that was beyond BULLSHIT. I'm one of the nicest people you could meet, or so I'm told by most of the people who's videos I comment on. How could anyone be so cruel to someone that never has a bad word for anyone...unless they are homophobes and then they deserve anything I say to them. Sorry if I rambled on too long...like it says these are the "Ramblings of a Fruit Fly".
Friday, March 18, 2011
It's all about ME today....maybe.
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| Hey everyone, I just got on here. Didn't know there was a place to put all of my ramblings and thoughts online. Twitter just won't let you use enough words to really speak your mind. I am having some issues. I'm trying to get over my soon to be ex husband. Part of me still loves him, but there is no way I could be with someone who told me via IM that he wanted a divorce and that I'm supposed to pay for it. Ain't that some shit? Then I got a call about a month and a half ago telling me that my GBF of more than 10 years finally died of AIDS. I know he lived quite a long time with the disease, but that it finally beat him and took him away from me really sucks. What am I supposed to do about a GBF now. We had lots of stuff in common and always had so much fun. I miss him dearly.Anyway, like I said, it's been a rough day. The pic above is the dirty fucker I'm married to at the moment. I know I'm 42 and he just turned 25 in October, but I figured he knew what marriage meant. Guess he was looking for the fairy tale happily ever after bullshit where people never have problems. Needs a heavy dose of morality as well as a kick in the ass for treating me like shit. I guess I've bent your ear enough for one night. Keep being yourself and love yourself at least as much as I love my YouTubers. Can't go wrong there. <33 |
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